weirdest dreams

i do not know what to take from dreams, wether it is just you're self conscious, or whether it foretells what is to happen, whether you're dreams are messages are from God. but lately they have been crazy dreams.

It started off with me going to jack in the box for two tacos, then i wanted four instead. I ate them as they were nothing, then i craved for more tacos. So i went to taco bell and stood in a line that lasted forever. The tacos weren't served like a regular taco bell, but like a burrito place, similar to chipotle. I ended up getting several tacos, maybe around 5. I hate them without hesitation and i wasn't exactly full yet.

then i woke up wanting taco bell.

i fell back asleep cause it was 8:30

and continue to dream.

i dreamt i was bouncing between two different worlds, the real human world. and an alien world.

i went back and forth between portals, but i was mainly in the alien world. At first I was trying to stay in the alien world, but they wouldn't allow me to because i was an alien to them. To protect myself from being deported, I found a place to buy illegal green cards/social security. While we were waiting for the guy to give us our cards, there were two guys sitting at a table, and another guy who seemed to have followed us. I suspected he was a cop or some sort of government official. The two men sitting at the table had these weird looking cards sitting out, and by the time the secret illegal man came back with our cards and disappeared the interesting official came up behind and took the cards from the table. Turns out these were envelopes with old pictures of baseball players. He took our "cards" and stuck them each in an envelope and handed it to us as if normal, then disappeared off. I was severely alarmed and as we walked away. I stuck my hand in my envelope and found 2 tracking devices in mine. I threw one away, and tried to stick the other on someone else, but i couldn't. (i don't remember what i did with it after) . Ends up though, i always felt i was being tracked so I was always trying to get back to the normal world, but the only way was to find the portal back.

I don't remember lots of the rest of the dream, but i do remember i was with a group swimming at one point (i think it was in the tennessee river, that is what it was called in the dream), and all of a sudden we all started running back to the van because a huge wave was chasing after us. I had to leave and ditch all my things behind. Only a few of us got in, and as soon as i got in the van, it started leaving. I freaked out because it left my friends behind, even one who got to the van but realized someone was left behind so they went back for them. I was yelling at the driver, but he wouldn't listen because another wave was chasing us down the street. we got away from the wave, but i don't remember exactly how it played out from here.

another part of the dream i just remember having breathing problems, and that i was dying or suffocating. I actually felt it, so i might have been suffocating in real life. I felt like i was dying in a deep abyss, and right before i would die, i would become alive again. I wasnt so happy about this because in my head at the time, i was meant to die. Dying was my portal, a portal to something i'm not sure of, but it might have been to the normal world.

I don't remember parts in between here.

i do remember vaguely something about water and how it transformed people and animals and frogs into something not so good, but not drastically bad. it just transformed them.

it ended with me carrying my things around trying to find the key portal to get back to the other side. I thought i had the portal with the items i already had, but i couldn't find it.

another van pulls up and it was considered open door. meaning anyone can join, and they too were going to find a portal. I hop in and join them, and it ends with a few us finding some ice cream in our bags, and we had a bunch of tiny plastic spoons to eat the ice cream, and that.

that was the portal back.